24 Apr 2014

how to live without phone?

well, it's kinda of tough question .
there's no one could done that except my mother (she never use phone).
haha. well, to count on, it has been a month i dont use phone
(my phone was broken). yeah, i did mourn over it. it's like loosing a part of you.
you can neither call or message anymore. but to think about it, to
deeply think, i personally think that problem is cause by our own conscience. speaking of option
i have option to stress, to be happy or in my sadness. i choose to be in my happy phase. it's not bad at all. i have successfully reduce my spending on topup (my average spending for topup reached rm 100 /month)
it's sick. yeah. but after a month with no phone attach to my palm,
i could use the remaining money for my tummy (haha..  food)..
well it's hard to live without phone, but it's not impossible though.
yes, you have to stick to fact that you can't either message or call someone ..
yes, it's a bit suffer. but, when you unintentionally broken up your phone,
you have only the last choice; which is using
fuhhh... it has been eons ago since the last time i hold this phone. some of use will use it when we run out of credit (normal). but nowadays, people look down on those who uses public to call others. it's like something to embarrassed since everyone has their own phone by now. it's hard to describe when you heard someone is keep talking about you just because you use public phone to call . those bad talker shouldnt be care of . just let them be :) i used to it now, and i dont give a damn. haha.

other than that, i will have to keep my shy and ask others' permission to send message or call. this is a challenge for not making others annoyed with you. dont stick with the same person. use everybody's phone. (LOL). 

haha. see, how tough it is to live without a phone. but till now i manage to smile even phone is not within my grasp :) phone is not the big issue. the issue here is how to get connected with others :)

17 Apr 2014


okay. sesapa masalah jerawat, jeragat, kulit kusam.. boleh cuba. pakar dermatologist (kenkonon) iaitu saya akan cuba menolong. unleash your confident katanya

1) wash your face twice a day: please set up regimented skin routine yea anak anak. please cuci seeloknya waktu bangun tidur and sebelum tidur. wash your face for at least one minute, nak bunuh acne causing bacteria  jangan lama lama sangat rub, nanti kulit nipis. gently rub around. kalau masalah jerawat dkt badan pon mcm tu. kena rub seminit. kalau jenis retis2 pakai make up, make sure guna make up remover yg oil free sblm tido. (jangan ikut katty perry yang pakai make up even waktu tidor, she's trying to hide her skin defection). nanti jerawat bertambah teruk

2) guna product yg ada benzoyl peroxide: cara either lotion or soap form. benzoyl peroxide ni help to remove dead skin dan generate cell baru dgn cepat  tapi pilihlah product yang kurang dari 3% benzoyl peroxide. this is to prevent irritation to your skin.


 use product yg ada salicylic acid. function dia sama ja macam benzoyl peroxide. cuma salicylic acid ni akan buat kulit kering dan scaliness dkt pimple. tapii, it will be okay lepas skin regeneration become faster. dalam 2/3 minggu untuk ni, elok jugak kalau crush and sieve a tablet of aspirin  sebab aspirin ada acerytlsalicylic acid.. lepas tu skin okay sikit. kurang la nampak kering.

4) tengok produk yg ada sulfur, nak kurangkan oil production.

5) tengok product yg ada retinoid, retinoid ni ada ultra high level of vitamin A, which help to clean clogged pores and dissolve away grime.

6) guna product ada azelaic acid. azelaic acid ni antibacteria. reduce inflamation and redness dkt acne.

*tgh mencuba skII for men. haha. penat ah menaip.-.- see you again on next tips..  btw, kulit saya pon tak cantik, sy pon nak cuba benda2 ni . :) sama samalah kita mencuba ya!

3 Apr 2014

The True Happiness

assalamualaikum.. i just wanna confess somethinh.
im in extreme happy when my last paper had finally ended just now (at 12.OO PM)
indescribable moment when all your hardworks seem to be blessed by the ending of paper.
so, everyone is leaving :'( that freaks me out.
i hate to be alone.
i hate the fact that i have no one to share my stories.
no one to selfie ..
zana had gone home. and bella will follow this night.
oh no.. oh noo. i started to miss them.
proudly say that: I cannot back to HOME!
yes.. it's ture. my application to SKIM KHIDMAT PELAJAR UITM have been approve. wohoaaaa..
i will be place in chemistry lab, i will help lab assistant.
omg. i cant believe it. i will be starting by tomorrow. wish me luck!
i dont have much hopes for this sem, i just hope that my efforts will be blessed by Allah.
i really want to have a DL in my results :) Aamiin !
last but not least, for all uitm student that had finished their final exam, have a niceee SEM BREAK!